Still waiting. Oh, God, I am so bad at waiting. Everything is a possible symptom, and every moment I don't feel like barfing makes me doubt myself. I am not very good at this game. I think half the reason I want to be pregnant right now is so that I don't have to go through this again next cycle. And we're not even "trying" yet. Although I may be incapable of not trying, as I can't ignore my fertility signs and I can't not think about the possibility...
Husband is being really great. I told him that I thought I might be, and now he asks me all the time "if I am still pregnant." Cute. Answer range from "probably" and "I think so" to "I don't know" and "no way!". Even though he hasn't actually said as much, I think he really wants me to be pregnant. Why else would he ask me about it twice a day? Never before has he ever brought up pregnancy or babies with me, and usually tries to change the subject when I do. Exciting.
I think I am going to start testing tomorrow.
Any news? My husband is still changing the subject. Although, he did confirm that he will be ready to start trying sometime between July and September. I am holding him to that!
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